Finding meaning

A conversation with myself - May 2016

©KAT 

'Finding meaning' - graphite, charocoal and chalk on chipboard, (1,2 x 1,2 m) ©KAT

Trying to make sense of it all. And failing. There is no meaning. Just pain. Telling me there is value in my suffering makes me angry. Encouraging me to find meaning feels as though you are exonerating them. That my anguish has no significance. That my life is of little importance. That there is some deeper purpose to all of this that I do not see.

There is not.